I have been blue and disorientated lately as my life literally took a swirling turn in the beginning of the year because I stopped going to my school and changed to homeschooling again and only now I will be able to start as the preparations took AGES.
It has been killing me waiting around for the things to arrive so I am so happy that I can work again, strange as it sounds I like working.
I feel now alot of loose strings of my life has been connected and tied and that has given me a settled feeling and I also am more sure of myself and my surroundings.
I am a very lazy person and it has taken me ages to break out of that and I have now finally gotten out of that lazy cycle so it is a little accomplishment that has made me happy and helped me gain confidence in myself ^A^
My photos till now has been submitted in sets and there has been alot of the same in each set and I am going to stop that by from now on put up singular shots because I want to start experimenting with a bigger range of ideas also to improve my experience with various subjects.
I have decided to start paying more and more attention on my actual techniques  and also on taking my ideas and putting them into reality, if that makes sense?
Hope that I will have success >m<

Also today I was going through this box with some of my dad's old stationery and found a old camera, with film in it, so I wanted to see if it still works and it does! I was so surprised wen it made this 'click'.. and then I had to wind the dial a bit to take another shot, I can't wait till I take it in to be developed >x< Also my dad showed my a very precious and old artifact of his which is a old Monocular, which is like a binocular but with only one lens eye, and then he allowed me to go outside and use it and it was very fun focussing on far distance trees and such. Oh and the old camera is a old Hanimex 11OL, I will take a photo of the monocular and camera at a later stage for anyone to see ^w^

Okay this post is a bit jumbled so sorry for that *bows head*

P.S My sister's boyfriend gave me a Akatsuki cloak and it is now sitting in my cupboard~ very happy OMW moment